I'm going to talk about some pretty NSFW things I found on the Internet (necrophilia and guro). No detailed descriptions of what I saw here.
The other week I read a comic about a necrophilia. The name of the comic is "Sexy Losers" and the necrophilia storyline is called "[name of the guy] and the suicide girl" I forgot the name of the guy. The website sexylosers.com has more weird/gross sex related storylines which I didn't read because it's all just other adult stuff and nothing interesting (like necrophilia) (I mean I didn't bother checking the other storylines because I went nap time instead so I can't tell you if they are actually boring. There's this storyline where the girl really wants her boyfriend to eat her poop and poop is gross so I went to sleep instead)
It was... odd and had explicit scenes but I read the whole thing. ...Twice (Why!! why??? you ask!) because 1) I liked the art style, it's weeby, and 2) I was curious... Why did the artist write such comic? Could the artist be a necrophile too? Maybe, I thought, so I kept reading because I wanted to try and see what goes on in such a person's mind. Not that I formulated any conclusions about the author from it, I'm not an expert on that (yet?), and it was past my bedtime so I can't really think. I feel like the comic was just a regular silly adult comedy comic but ... darker? grosser? I don't know the perfect word, like, it's a funny slice of life comic but instead of regular love life troubles, it's the love life troubles of a necrophile. eh... I wouldn't read it again, especially when I'm sane.
(Last entry was about incest, now necrophilia? dear god....)
I think, yesterday or the day before yesterday, I was on Tumblr, searching #animecore #weirdcore stuff. And, I usually don't do this, but I was in a sort of edgy mood.. so I was scrolling through those tags in hopes of coming across anime gore. I've seen it before, on those tags.. I don't really like it when "weird" is associated with dark topics but there I was, looking for it. I'm curious, but I just don't have enough courage to just straight up search for gore.
I *did* find 2 posts, one kinda mellow and the other one more explicit. The second post was tagged with "guro", which I know of. Guro means grotesque erotica or basically gore porn. (It sounds terrible right? Don't search it...) I'm glad there wasn't actually any sexual going on on in that post, just a girl on the floor with her limbs chopped off. Then I decided to take a break after that.
What I learned from these threads is that: most* people consume guro don't do it to pleasure themselves erotically, they just like looking at guts because of morbid curiosity, and that one doesn't have to be sick in the head to enjoy gore.
*I don't know how accurate is what I just said, and I'm just basing it off a comment I saw and a few couple others. I don't like *actually* looking for gore so I have no idea what's the community like really like.
Other stuff I have to say: Anime and weird crap... I like the combination of those two aesthetics... I think it's mega cool. If you like that too then maybe you should check out Ranfren neocities. I really like the spiky, hella detailed hair and the big, kawaii~ eyes, cuz like, in a way they remind me of dolls.Music~ <3 It's Chopin