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11-12-2021

Ah! Welcome to my debut entry!

So so so! Last night.. I was feeling terrible, physically! My pillow is bad for my neck and it hurt... my arm hurt too! Other than that, I felt like vomiting and my head kinda hurt too! I was having trouble breathing too... I don't know the reasons for these but it sucked! So I got up and went outside my room to drink water... felt a bit better but still not good.

It was about 3AM. I didn't feel like sleeping anymore... mmm then I did something bad! I checked my phone! I checked my discord in case my friends are having a silly chat and I wanted to peek. They're active at night time for me cuz of time zones. They weren't chatting so I didn't spend that much time on my phone then I went to sleep.

I thought, "I didn't check it for long so it can't be that bad right?" You're wondering what bad stuff, right? Well in my experience, every time I wake up in the middle of night, I shouldn't check my phone! Cuz for whatever reason, if I do check my phone, I get a sleep paralysis dream when I go back to sleep! It's happened to me about 3 times before!

Well it happened again last night! Ugh... but you know what happened?? Actually before I went back to I was expecting to have a sleep paralysis dream, but I was hoping that I won't, but I went to sleep anyway. And so I had the sleep paralysis dream! But in my dream, I was totally aware! I was like, "ugh me god! It's the sleep paralysis thing!" every sleep paralysis dream I have, something weird or creepy happens so I was like, "not this time, monsters!!!!" and I did my best to sit up! I wanted to get up to show them that I'm awake and they may not touch me!

I did sit up! but in a very weird position! I was sitting up but my arms were stuck in the same position as if I were laying down. Then suddenly I "woke up"! I gained consciousness again, and I was laying down again. But I was still paralyzed, so I thought, I'm still dreaming!! I felt stuff on my back, as if something small was giving me a back massage with their feet. I was pretty freaked so I hoped in my mind "please go away please go away..." and so my dream ended and it was morning when I woke up!

It was weird of course, but also very wow! Like, I was aware I was dreaming! My friend told me it's some kind of super power, to be aware that you are dreaming, but I dunno! I do think it is cool~


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I don't remember the date, but here's another example of me being aware of dreaming and controlling my dreams!

I don't remember the other parts of this dream, but here is what I remember: So there I was, at some farm of some sort, ordered to plant seeds under the blazing hot sun! I was given 2 partners to work with, and it was... Johnny Test and Dookie?!

I was like, "nonono, no, no way!" But then I realized it's a dream! So I was like Um I wish my partner was someone cute, like someone from My Little Pony! Then suddenly Johnny and Dookie were gone and Fluttershy was there! Yayy!!!


11-19-21

I had a dream last night where I was playing some kind of Danganronpa dating sim and I was playing as Tsumugi and Shuichi was my sidekick buddy! I was talking to Korekiyo the NPC. What's different is that Shuichi was really funny!


1/24/22

I had a weird dream last night. Korekiyo was venting to me and crying. He was telling me a story about how his sister cut his stomach open!!! Then she stuck in a sex toy upright in his guts... then proceeded to ride it! Ah why... I wonder what this means????

I also had this other dream where my teeth were really dirty! Like rotten! I was about to pick off the black gunk in the cavities of my teeth when I suddenly woke up cuz my pillow was giving me back pain


1/31/22

Two dreams last night... the first one was with Korekiyo again. He was significantly younger this time, maybe 14 or 15, and he was a regular classmate of mine. We were in class when suddenly he got up and went outside. I remember him doing a silly power walk while doing so hahahahaha xDDD then I forgot most of the dream but the reason he went out was because he was gonna cry. This is my second dream about Korekiyo crying, what the hell?

Then I had a second dream and it was terrible... My dad was telling me to do something and I was getting so pissed because he hasn't even prepared the thing he wants me to do yet, so I was there wasting my precious time searching for a certain monkey video (He told me I needed to decode the password from the monkey video) and I was screaming at him and my mom a lot like really angrily, like suuuper angry!!! There's also this part of the dream when I stumbled upon disturbing animal videos that were sexual in nature (not furries) while looking for the monkey video