Realheart

the webmaster

(lu: 06 May 2024)

Hello! You may refer to me as Heart or Myrrh. Both are valid names. I have multiple because names are nice pretty things. I even go by Mir, Mer, Mary, Myr; whatever variation is fun.

I like to have fun and being friendly to everyone >_<)/ I really like meeting people. I try to be politely blunt about things because pretending is no fun.

le information
  • age 18 years old
  • pronouns it/its
  • doll type ragdoll, mannequin

I'm into cute things and living creatures and weird, sometimes morbid things. I like themes of love and death! I live in a little box also.

socials & contact

(lu: 13 June 2024)

  • My e-mail is patchworkmannequin@gmail.com. I probably have changed my e-mail like four times now, I'm soorry!!! I hope it's fine. I promise I check on my e-mail too..!!!
  • I have a fandom Tumblr blog at myaorta00912d53! I mainly post about Your Turn To Die there.
  • You can find me in Satou Cooking Club! It's a general purpose, fun-centric, 18+ safe-for-work Discord server by Emo and I. Here you can find me and my website's project thread dedicated to site updates.

hobby tracker

(lu: 21 September 2024)

Writing fanfiction September 2024

I'm experimenting with writing gore!

Consistency and balance! August 2024

I need to find balance! And be consistent! Classes are starting. I want to stay consistent in makeup, writing and/or working on my site.

(curse of choice) July 2024

I'm done with high school..! So many things to do and not to do. heh..

Indieweb June 2024

I made a return to doomscrolling around a year or two ago and I want to change that. I'll work on my site more consistently this time! Making stuff to put on my site is super fun, mainly for the writing part.

I'm giving up making uber unique pages for every blog or thing I have. I used to preach that simple sites are making the least out of the free web, which is wrong. And contrary to a lot of Neocities users say, Neocities is not purely all about coding. Neocities is the platform for the indieweb. Coding is only optionally a part of that. It's ok not to code. *_*)/

Writing fanfiction May 2024

I'm writing Your Turn To Die fanfiction for school! It's going to be about the Satou family. It was crazy hearing my teacher say "Gashu" because I love Gashu so much.

Makeup April 2024

Putting on flattering makeup a skill that I have to learn now. It's fun. But difficult. And expensive. I like making my big eyes even bigger. I've been obsessed with looking for my personal seasonal color. It's like Zodiac signs but with physical traits. I might be a Bright Spring. I look like a girl...

Gaming March 2024

I've been looking into "cozy games". I've been playing Stardew Valley; Papa's Cheeseria; Papers, Please; and Cult of the Lamb.

Writing fanfiction February 2024

Finally! I've channeled enough motivation and energy to finish writing a fic. I've written a few short ficlets. It's fun. Though I can't really just plan to write. If I write non-spontaneously, I'll end up not writing a thing at all. I don't want to get burnt out from this hobby.

I haven't been drawing at all. At least am now able to make content for my fanon. It's just as good and somehow possibly easier.

My characters

Nao Egokoro (YTTD) Tia Safalin (YTTD)

My favorites

  • colors yellow, red, pink, brown
  • animals butterflies, beetles, bees, mantises, dragonflies, bunnies, horses
  • food ice cream, graham cake, biscuits and cookies, spaghetti, glazed chicken
  • filipino dishes nilagang baboy (stewed pork), chicken sopas, picadillo, empanada, ginataang manok (chicken cooked in coconut milk), pancit malabon
  • music The Cardigans, Jun Togawa, Mitski, 100 Gecs, Beach Bunny, Paniyolo, Hiroshi Yoshimura
  • art René Magritte, Mark Ryden, Remedios Varo, Vincent van Gogh, Claude Monet, Johannes Vermeer
  • movements surrealism, avant-garde, dadaism, impressionism
  • genres fairy tales, mystery, thriller