heartspace♥
Unlike any other, welcome to my personal website—the home of my heart, a cross-section gallery of my mind. Heartspace is a shrine dedicated to the one and only being in existence, Me. But more importantly, please take caution that this site is rated 18+ for possibly containing discussions about erotic and explicit content or media that involves sexual and/or violent topics. Please consult the Site Notes for more information.
Whether you liked it or not, thank you for visiting.
Circulation
An unending endeavor
In my vanity, I longed to be captured and preserved—an undertaking nigh impossible, for existence is not substantive; "being" is an action brought upon by time. My existence, then, can't simply be encapsulated. Yet something is different about the now. The internet is alive. These static pages live and breathe; they embody my hope for the world. All that I share is love, which, in my vanity, creates me.
Site Rules
- This site is an archive of my love. Each page is a shrine to an idea. Each page has something to share. Nothing is unimportant.
- Documenting despair is valuable, but hate, raw and on its own, has no place on this site. Heartspace shall strive to uplift or incite wonder in the world. Unprocessed ideas shall be given time to grow before being revealed.
- This site is eternally active. A lack of updates does not kill it. As long as it remains to be seen, it is alive.
- At least one rule will remain violated at all times.
Art is perversion
Love, to me, is simply the being in relation to the other, or beings apart from one's self. It is not a noun or thing, but a verb and an action committed with intention. Love confuses me. And moreover, sex repulses me. I find it grotesque, yet it is this disgust that is fundamental to my interest towards it. Love is as inevitable as existence, and sex is the testament to the greatness that cannot be contained. Love can be found in every relation even in the most ugly, and sex can be as minute as the collision of atoms in the air.
I have been deeply imbued with the shame and self-surveilling behaviors of the modern mainstream digital terrain. I've come here on the slow web where things are preserved in an ever-living state, to spite the inhibitions that repress me. I create because art is prophecy—the manifestation of the mutual perversion between our selves and the Other, and I create because the world is deserving of life; I hope that others may revel in this bloom and learn they are not alone in these thoughts.
Me Me Me Me Me! ♥
- age 20 years old
- pronouns none
- nature girl-like
- dollhood mannequin
You can call Me "Mir." Myrrh, Mary, Mer, Mur, Myr, and many More. Anything that contains a syllable starting with "m" and ending with an "r" sound will do. Otherwise you may also call me "Heart."
I'm an ultravirgin, pervert celibate that holds all the love for the world as well as an extreme repulsion to most things about existence. I like violence but am squeamish and don't like getting dirty. I like love but I hate sex and romance when I see it. I'm an amateur at everything. I have trouble reading and writing and I spend a lot of time in dreamland. These days I feel a cynicism towards happiness as an objective. Honesty is my virtue and I would tell you if I had lied.
Site Notes
- All sensitive and mature content shall be preceded with warnings; at most, warnings will be descriptive, and at the very least on rare occasions, a simple "NSFW" or "18+" label shall suffice as caution for generally sexual, violent or triggering content.
- The lack of content warnings means the page or directory itself is fully safe for work, regardless whether they contain more links that lead to sensitive content or not.
- This site is created with a 1920 by 1080 pixel screen but majority of its pages is functional on mobile. It has not been optimized for keyboard navigation.
- Dates are in the format of "day, month, year" or "year, month, day".
- Entries in a directory are ordered most relevant at the top and least relevant at the bottom. The pages at the bottom of a directory are usually outdated or considered poorly made and may not reflect my thoughts accurately.
- The base directories, or the path of oxygenated blood through the heart: pulmonary veins, left atrium, left ventricle, aorta, arteries
- "lu" means "date last updated"
- "cr" means "creation date" – Attributed to a page, cr indicates when the page was pushed live. Attributed to writing like a log, entry or essay, cr indicates when the entry was written.
- Pages exempted from the Update Log: ephemeroptera, seeing, dead dove mosaic
I only ever write or revise the homepage when I'm in some sort of mania. As such, whatever that was written (and probably published) as the main contents of the homepage could come off as weird or really difficult to understand that even I often find it difficult to understand that I avoid rereading it (in order to not trigger another episode). Despite that, I still trust the Me that wrote it. Whatever happened then and whatever "truth" I found as a result must be significant. If it were the truth then, then it probably still is now. Even if it sounds embarrassing. The state of understanding has such a tiny time frame that comes and goes. If I could read I would probably get it better.
Networks I
Ephemeroptera
the insignificant and short-lived, taking flight- MAKE LOVE TO MY STUPID BAKA LIFE
- ♫ Nothing's about to happen to me ♫
- ♞ The hundred line ♞
- ? can a dog really go to the Moon ?
Updates
05 September 2026Patient. Ideas were lined up outside but none of them were coming to fruition until three weeks had passed. I don't think they're coming; they have their own course.
full changelog
- (necrophilia) revised introduction, added a new fanfic to the list
- (aorta) created a new minecraft page
- (minecraft) added vanilla, copy and player
Featured
I forgot it was an option. I had given up hope. But maybe it could change?
a hornet gnaws a mantis in half as it feasts on a hornet
~ intraguild predation (src)this, too, is yuri
chalky pink cheeks of a sun-damaged antique doll
August 2026
Find me
E-mail: mir133572e@gmail.com I love emails. I love talking about myself. We can talk about ourselves together. We can tell each other about our days. Sometimes I don't reply on purpose for some time.Site Buttons
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My friends
Networks II
- aromatic cheap doll clothes
- flora sunflower
- r a i n b o w carnation pink
- love tropes ambiguous slash
- dead dove erotophonophilia
- gore arterial spray
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inventory
- sanrio luvr hello kitty
- NPC striaton trio
